InsaneJournal

Shock, mostly. Sadness, too.
Just like everyone else posting tonight, I'm in shock over Anj's death.

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It was actually difficult for me to even write that.

I hadn't had her friended since she changed her user name. But I remember chatting with her when she used to be rosesanguina, and it must have been ages ago now, but it feels like so much shorter. And now I can't believe she's gone.

nimori posted about it earlier. And I read her post and felt my heart stop when I read what she had said. But it was cluegirl's post about it that really made it hit home and brought tears to my eyes. And now I'm crying over someone who I never really got to know closely, someone who I haven't spoken to in months. But someone who had, indeed, made an impact on my life.

It's just that it's all such a shock, I think, that someone that I know, that we know, can be here one moment, and be gone the next. So suddenly and without any warning at all. That just like that one more bright light in all this darkness has slipped away.

*clings to everyone*

I hope you all know that I love you all very much. I'll try my best not to take anyone for granted.